Allah Knows Best !!

Tomorrow I’ve a final exam...but I still cn’t reached d books...2 of my rumet are doing discussions.hurm...I feel empty inside my heart...why u've to leave me like diz..??

i still remember our bez moments..i dun care at all if i've to spend all my money juz for ur own sake! though there r many bad things that i heard bout u..i still believe dat u'r not like wt they hve said.wt all of ur fwen said bout u..i realize dat i'm not a perfect girl like wt u wish me to b.
i've sacrifice everything juz ONLY 4 u..though my fwenz hve advice me..not too obsess wif ur fake lurve.but i dun care..as long as u'll stand in front of me..Every time n every second in my life..
suddenly...u start to change..since our laz date in valentine day laz year.d sadness part is...U TELL SUM1 DAT THERE IS OVER BETWEEN US though u don't say anything to me bout ur decision.i still waiting 4 u..till d news are come slowly to my ears.....a big fight happen between us..lastly..the 'best' thing is.u've declared ur decision 3 days b4 my birthday..with d name of Allah...dat was a big present dat i received from sum1 dat most special to me during my birthday..thankz b.

 
today..
though it happened more than a year..i still remember each of our best moments.i know dat..i'm d 1 who give the problems..dat is wt u said.it's ok..because Allah Knows Best..

now..
i've to pretend dat i'm not interested wif u anymore..
i've to pretend dat i dun want to make any relationship wif u anymore..
i've to lie myself dat i've no feelings toward u at all..
Allah Knows Best..
now i want to change..i try to admit dat there will no love 4 u..thanks to Allah 4 giving me friends dat give me a strength to go on..

LOVE FROM ALLAH n LOVE 4 ALLAH IS D BEST!!

special dedicated to Zakiah Hanim,Tengku Farah, Wani n lastly Syarafina..thanks 4 d moments dat we share 2gether.
to him..if he read diz..i'm not regret of wt has happened to us..because Allah Knows Best !! 

K.o.s.O.n.G

da pkl 6.38 a.m...

cukup 24 jam aq x tido..ntah napa mata ni x maw nk pejam.hurm...asa kosong ja idop ni..rumet suma da tido..tp aq..?? tingat sal kisah cinta dulu2 (my true lurve la sgt..) ...sbb ni kot aq asa kosong.xda sapa2..parentz mesti la ada..tp laen asa nya ngan sum1 yg special 4 us..kadang2 kita syok gila ngan sum1..tp ngan mudah nya cinta kita ni dya wt cam bola futsal.huuhh..!! ada gak yg kita da start syok..pstu dya lak dpt kesan yg kita ngah tgkap cintan ngn dya..bley lak on d spot dya wt x endah terus...sakitt derr!




bez la bila tingat 1st date..hahaha.agak bangang cket la..hehehe..hurm.sakit la plak bila tingat blk suma ni..aarrghhhh..!! npa dok tingat ja benda2 ni r..hurm !! aq trpaksa jaoh kn diri dr owg yg aq ska..sbab x maw wt dya rimas..susah.lgkah prtama ! remove from fwen kt lam fb..! hahaha...msti they allz rasa plik kn.tp aq asa trseksa kott bla tiap kli on9 ja msti akn bkak fb owg 2 gak...x kah rasa cam ngah trkejar2 bayang seniri...?? so lbey baek pgang pd prinsip-prevent is better than cure.hurm...so.klaw sedih kter kena wt apa..?? keep smiling though ur heart is dying..go hardcore girl!!

selama aku masih bisa bernafas...
masih sanggup berjalan..
ku kan selalu memujamu..
meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada di mana..
dengarkan aku..
ku merindu...
kamu.......
d'masiv-merindukanmu

dngar ja la lagu ni ari2...konon2 lyn jiwang la sgt...hehehe.wt eva it is..chill girl !

hye everyone !!

hurm....1st time wt blog.wt actually a blog..?? aq asa tmpat nk luah kn prasaan kot..?? btl x blogger skalian..?? so.npa aq letak pic ni?? coz....prasaan ni kter kena kntrol no matter wt. dr prasaan suma nya akn trserlah.4 exmple..bla geram kt ssowg.msti maki lam blog kn..?? 2 x bgs la..apa yg kter tlis 2 mlambangkan saper kter. hurm..4 d 1st time..asa2 nya x byk kot yg aq nk cta..tp asa x bez la plak klaw tulis pendek2..kn2..?? hurm..napa aq wt blog..?? sbb ska2 kot...waaaiittt..!!! blog ni cam diary ka..?? kn2..?? aduuhh...pening suda!!