Sunday, 13 March 2011

Allah Knows Best !!

Tomorrow I’ve a final exam...but I still cn’t reached d books...2 of my rumet are doing discussions.hurm...I feel empty inside my heart...why u've to leave me like diz..??


i still remember our bez moments..i dun care at all if i've to spend all my money juz for ur own sake! though there r many bad things that i heard bout u..i still believe dat u'r not like wt they hve said.wt all of ur fwen said bout u..i realize dat i'm not a perfect girl like wt u wish me to b.
i've sacrifice everything juz ONLY 4 u..though my fwenz hve advice me..not too obsess wif ur fake lurve.but i dun care..as long as u'll stand in front of me..Every time n every second in my life..
suddenly...u start to change..since our laz date in valentine day laz year.d sadness part is...U TELL SUM1 DAT THERE IS OVER BETWEEN US though u don't say anything to me bout ur decision.i still waiting 4 u..till d news are come slowly to my ears.....a big fight happen between us..lastly..the 'best' thing is.u've declared ur decision 3 days b4 my birthday..with d name of Allah...dat was a big present dat i received from sum1 dat most special to me during my birthday..thankz b.

 
today..
though it happened more than a year..i still remember each of our best moments.i know dat..i'm d 1 who give the problems..dat is wt u said.it's ok..because Allah Knows Best..



now..
i've to pretend dat i'm not interested wif u anymore..
i've to pretend dat i dun want to make any relationship wif u anymore..
i've to lie myself dat i've no feelings toward u at all..
Allah Knows Best..
now i want to change..i try to admit dat there will no love 4 u..thanks to Allah 4 giving me friends dat give me a strength to go on..

LOVE FROM ALLAH n LOVE 4 ALLAH IS D BEST!!

special dedicated to Zakiah Hanim,Tengku Farah, Wani n lastly Syarafina..thanks 4 d moments dat we share 2gether.
to him..if he read diz..i'm not regret of wt has happened to us..because Allah Knows Best !! 


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